this time I won’t hydroplane

Maybe this time I won’t hydroplane

How easy is it to loose control
f o l l o w i n g
the foolish wisdom of our hearts ...
I agree,
I follow ,
I compromise.
My thoughts have a h o s t
called lust
coexisting,
in mutualistic relationship
pushing, turning, touching , feeling.

A part-time slave
The kind that believes it has free will

A monumental deception,
I r o m a n t i c i z e